| physically, emotionally- im dying. so just kill me now |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|07:42 pm] |
im sick- physically, and emotionally i'm drained...and none of its getting better. so im doing this survey thing i found on emily's myspace. click it cuzz its real cool.
10 Random Things About Me
- I love my cats.
- I love marijuana
- I am very affectionate
- I want to become a pastry chef when i grow upp=)
- I really don't want a big house and a nice car when I grow up-it doesn't really do anything for me..
- I say what is on my mind-always.
- I'm loud & proud.
- I am way too short.
- I love old school nitendo =)
- I LOVE hugging people.
9 Things I Want To Do Before I Die
- Make someone proud.
- Go to Amsterdam
- Get married.
- Get a tatto...well a few.
- Do something daring- like bungee jumping.
- Get over my fear of spiders.
- Have sex in a REALLYYY risky place.
- GO CRAZY.
- Enjoy life & live it to the fullest.
8 Ways To Win My Heart
- Be funny.
- Be honest- that is a must.
- Affectionate.
- Apreciate me, not just my body (i HATE people like thatt)
- Be able to hold a conversation .
- You MUST like rock music! lol
- Not SO stubborn that you won't bend for ANYONE, just enough to stand your ground.
- Open minded.
7 Things I’m Afraid Of
- SPIDERSSSS
- Clowns.
- Being alone.
- Letting someone down- or hurting them emotionally.
- Getting attached to something then losing it...like Morrie said in Tuesdays With Morrie "Learn to detach" lol
- Not making my life as great as it could be (like, uh not go to prison)
- Dying a painful death
6 Things I Believe In
- God-very much so
- Love.
- "Thinga happen for a reason"
- Heaven.
- Karma.
- True Happiness- but I believe each individial finds it in different ways
5 Of My Favorite Items In My Bedroom
- My picture of Miss Kitty =)
- My Llama figure!
- My pictures of friends & family.
- My bear that Jon won me at Playland =/
- My iPOD
4 Things I Do Everyday
- Brush my teeth
- Talk on the phone (or text).
- Sleep
- Think! (yeah, I do...)
3 Places I’ve Lived In
- New York
- Canada
- Europe
2 Things I’m Trying To Do
- Be Happy
- Graduate with a Regents Diploma
1 person I want to see right now
- Jon... = (
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| By the way.. |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|05:02 pm] |
Okay, My LJ is officially FRIENDS ONLY...
so, comment to be added <3 |
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| sOoOOOooo cool... |
[Jan. 12th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
let me tell you the coolest thing. ever. today i was in the commons and you all know that blue recycling bin in the cafeteria and commons? well it has like a little hole for bottles and crap so its not like real garbage can. anyway, i was pretty far away from it and i spit my gum from my mouth into the can and it was like a perfect shot. and emily and cait are my witensses! it sounds real lame but omg was it the awesomest thing ever and it took mad skill. mad skill.
then i got called down to gorman today (ahem, bitch) and i made up such bs about my little incident then she was like well if other ppl are there, you cannot and bla bla next time you get a detention and i was like ok fuck you.
i think i was gona update about something else but i don't remember..oh well i bet im gona remember the second i'm finishing updating..watever im out..keep it real kids. |
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| ahh help me! |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|03:17 pm] |
i want to make my lj freinds only and i have no idea how to do it >>can some one tell me how?? thanxxx
i hate joe the security guard>>he wrote a bunch of us up for smoking on school grounds..i hate that guy!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| b to the ored so im doing some s to the urveys |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|10:03 pm] |
sex: Female
-birthday: Nov 28th -color: my favorite is yellowww
-sign: saggitarius
place of birth: New Roc..so i'm a gangster baby =) lol
-current residence: Ardsley
-hair color: Brownish
-eye color:Hazel/green
-height: 5'0''
-writing hand: Right
-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-
-do you bite your nails: nope, i'm good
-can you roll your tongue: not really
-can you blow smoke rings: nope i wish i could
-can you blow spit bubbles: nope
-can you cross your eyes: sure
-tattoos and where: none, and i'm not sure if im ever gonna get one...
-do you make your bed daily: my mom does lol
-what's sexiest on a guy: eyes and hair
-what's sexiest on a girl: hmm ... i don't know
-do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl it, i used to cut it but not anymore
-what utensils do you use eating pizza: sometimes a fork and knife, usually just my hands though
-do you cook: eggs, grilled cheese, and mac and cheese
-GROOMING-
-how often do you brush your teeth: twice or three times a day
-do you shower/bathe: daily
-how long do these showers last: half hours
-hair drying method: let it air dry, NEVER use the blow dryer bc then my hair gets frizzay
-do you pee in the shower: oh, you know it
-what color is your bedroom: lavander
-do you use an alarm clock: madre
-name four things or people you're obsessed with: cats, my phone, my teeth, and my ipod
-what's your sleeping position: side
-what kind of bed do you like: a reallly realllly big one, i have a single and it sucksss
-in hot weather do you use a blanket: yeah i can't sleep without a blanket
-do you sleepwalk: Nope
-do you talk in your sleep: sometimes
-how about the light on: i hate when it's on..but if it is i'll try to sleep
-do you fall asleep with the TV or radio: sometimes...it depends
-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU-
had sex: oh you know...i just did it in the basement...lol
watched bambi: oh i don't know .. a few years ago
cried: earlier today..boys are icky.
talked on the phone: like 10 mins ago to megan
read a book: earlier today
-MUSIC-
is music important to you: yes its life
do you sing: i love to sing, but now im sick so i sound bad
what instruments do you play: none, but i shall soon learn to play la guitarra
what do you think of Eminem: I like and respect him, i like that he will say what is on his mind, he hates bush, is hot as fuck..and i wow i have 2 of his cds..go me!
in your opinion what band is the best of all time: Disturbed...hey sorry it's wat i think =)
DO YOU LIKE-
pop music: I'm a sucker for ashlee simpson
punk music: yes
rap music: some
hip-hop/RB: some
country: certain songs
jazz: ehhh not really
classical: nah
new age: like yanni? or no..oh well i'm saying no
hardcore: hardcore rock? oh yessss
indie rock: eh its arite
emo: yea
-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-
What do you notice first? hair and eyes
Do you have a crush on anyone? ah..not sure exactly what it is..it's somehting tho..
Easiest to talk to: boys are icky..but there is someone who im thinking of im jus not gona say his name =)
- DO YOU/ARE YOU-
Could you live without the computer?: i actually can
What's your favorite fruit?: kiwi =)
What hurts the most? Physical or emotional pain?: emotional times ten okay.
- NUMBER-
Of times you have had your heart broken?: like a bajilllion times
Of hearts you have broken?: er, i hope none
Of girls kissed?: well, i kiss my freinds on the cheek if that counts..
Of boys kissed?: 4 or 5
of drugs taken illegally?: 1
Of tight friends?: 5
Of CD's owned: like 20
Of scars on my body?: I have a lot
-OTHER THINGS-
I know: that i should have put more effort into my ss hw
I want: someone to <3 me back
I have: maximal ocd
I wish: that a certain someone <3ed me
I hate: jappy ardsley girls
I miss: megan
I fear: spiders
I hear: the news
I love: water
I ache: in my arm..and idk y
I care: about my friends and family
I always: check my teeth after i eat every meal!
I dance: whenever i can
I cry: when im so fucking frustrated
I write: poems
I confuse: many people and myself
I can usually be found: in my room?
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: i don't recall
-ARE YOU A...-
Wuss: nah, i'll kick your ass
Druggie: nah, once in a whiles good
Gang member: you know it yo!
Daydreamer: yea i guess but i do, rather than dream
Alcoholic: once in a whiles good (ahem: define once in a while lol)
Freak: o yes
Brat: i don't think so
Sarcastic: yeah
Goody-goody: not really
Angel: no
Devil: np
Friend: yeah
Shy: sometimes
Adventurous: often
Intelligent: school wise? not really, common sense wise? more so
-SELF ANALYSIS YOU PROBABLY DON'T WANT TO DO-
Your best feature [personality]: i'm funny
Most annoying thing you do: check my teeth after i eat a meal
Biggest mistake you've made this far: letting somehting go, that i shouldn't have...
Describe your personality in one word: diverse <--hey it was already here! lol
A smell that makes you smile: rain and winter candy apple from bath and body works
A city you'd like to visit: Hm...not sure i'd like to go to a lot of places
A drink you order most often: water
The music you prefer while alone: any of my bands =)
A TV show you watch regularly: none rite now, but 24 is coming up soon!
You live in: ardsley
***okay, now i never did one of these, but someone fill it out!!!***
I _____ Angela.
Angela is _____.
If I were alone in a room with Angela I would _____.
Angela needs _____.
Angela is kinda _____.
Me and Angela are _____.
Angela reminds me of _____.
The best thing about Angela is _____.
I think Angela should _____.
I want to _____Angela.
Someday Angela will _____.
Without Angela I'd _____. |
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| 2000 fucking 5 |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|12:06 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  relaxed | ] |
okay, I don't feel like going into detail about my new years eve, because it will take up a lot of time and it will be boring and i don't feel like writing...but my new years was so much fucking fun..i chilled w. different peoples and i can now say, being high and drunk at the same time is awesomely fun. i didn't get home until like 4 in the morning and today (saturday) i was totally burnt from all the smoking i did..i honeslty dont think ive smoked so much in my life, and when you cant taste anything its good to chug down alcohol bc obviously you cant taste it
ok so im exhausted and ready to crashh..later bitches |
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| last post for '04.. |
[Dec. 31st, 2004|03:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | napoleon dynamite | ] |
how sad is this? today is the last day of 2004..well its really not sad, more like refreshing because maybe 'next' year things will be better..i mean im not saying this year was bad, but like..you get what i'm trying to say.
so, this has got to be the most dickish thing ever..when you tell someone you like them..and then they say IM GOING TO THE FRIDGE..BRB. how inconsiderate and rude..i think that person isnt even worth my time.
anyways, i went to the mall today, there were soo many sales, esp at bath and body works =) that made me happy, but im sick so i feel like shit. now i'm watching napoleon dynamite which is like the best movie ever =) and now i'm gonna go, and then i have to go out to eat w. the fam, then going partying, and i'm so glad tommarow there is no work because i am going to be really fucked up.
happy new years guys =) |
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| im sharing my rather random dream.. |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|06:46 pm] |
well i only remember certain parts...but i was at this party w/ all sorts of people and i remember malcolm was like tapping my shoulder and talking to me and i ignored him b/c i liked someone else and then raoul was there dressed as a ups guy (in brown) and his pants were too short and then amy g was giving me this bag of reddish weed that was all leafy and extremely illegal, and it looked really weird. then i remember the cops showed up and i woke up and i was totally like WTF...
yeah, i totally don't get it lol |
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| happy happy happy happy and fucking more happyyyyyyyyyy |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|11:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | so fucking happy! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my new ipod!!!! | ] |
omg..i am so fucking happy right now. i finally got my ipod to work!!!!!!!!! lol i have been trying for the past 2 days and i finally figured it out...oh yes!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| its been soo long... |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|01:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the radio | ] |
It feels like forever since I updated..so let me start with my xmas =)
xmas- I went to my grandmas house and got a lot of crap, but I got my ipod which made me ever so happy. Then I came home, and (here i'm gonna get pretty vague here) went over my freinds house, and discovered a few things.
1. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas is the craziest movie to watch when you are stoned. It seriously is the freakiest shit and you all should try watching it..only when stoned because then it's seriously freaky
2. Shotties (i'm pretty sure that is what you call them) aren't very easy.
3. Getting hair in your mouth while making out is bad.
4. Drinking pink champagne and eating a HUGE ham and cheese omelette when you are extremly hungry at 12:00 at night after you smoked is like heaven.
...umm well that was christmas, and I am now realizing with every holiday that comes around I tend to get really fucked up..iteresting
then, the past 2 days I was in the city, and then last night I got sick. =( and I still feel like shit, but i'll live
mmkay i'm out =) |
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| "They were eating breakfast and got bombed" |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|11:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
I cannot believe tommarow is christmas, this is sick. It really feels like it was rushed and it shouldn't be christmas but it is. I'm phyched b/c I got my ipod =) hehe and i've been waiting for it for soo long, so i'm glad I can get it tommarow. Today the bakery was the busiest I have ever seen it. If I thought thanksgiving was bad..this is disgusting compared to that. The line was LITERALLY out the door. It is sick, what people will do, and pay for food. I mean the foods good, but I would not wait 20 mins on a line out the door and spend 50$ on fatty food. Nope, I just work there.
Well, my mom noticed my neck..and then discovered I got detention..and she was actually cool with it..I mean she laughed and then yelled, then laughed a lot more. But she's cool with it yo.
Okay, well i'm actually tired, so i'm going to bed.
Nite yo. |
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| so... |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|11:33 pm] |
have you ever just wanted to wake up as totally different person.
i'm feeling this now, and feeling that i am going to be in a LOT of trouble bc i cant close tommarow at work. peter is going to fucking kill me =/
i hope the only thing i get for christmas is my sanity back bc im really losing it.
whoa, big time |
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| thats it. |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|07:27 pm] |
i hate this town, i hate our skool. does anybody know how to keep a mouth shut? or at least not judge and jump to conclusions? i fucking hate this, we show up to skool with hickeys and the whole skool assumes shit..wtf no, honestly, what we have on our necks is our business and there is just some shit people dont understand that is okay but jesus christ dont assume shit.
and by the way...ITS CALLED HAVING A GUY FRIEND..AND APPARANTLY ARDSLEY DOESNT FUCKING KNOW WHAT THAT IS.
i fucking hate this place |
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| smoking, hickeys and dog biscuits. |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|09:56 pm] |
My day in a nutshell, I gotta tell you my days are getting odder and odder. Me and Raoul smoked in the commons and suprisingly did not get caught (nothing illegal) followed by..umm...well skipping that then me and my mom were eating home made dog biscuits from my brother's band concert.
Um, wow that kinda sounded wierd if you don't know what i'm talking about..it's all good tho. |
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| so this weekend... |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|08:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happyyy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | snoop | ] |
I honestly don't think I can go into detail about this weekend because it will take up a lot of space. But, if there is one thing I did learn, it's that I have friends who are the shit..I love you boys<3
1. Sniffing rubber cement is a bad idea
2. "The Wall" is fucking awesome.
3. Seeing Requiem For a Dream the second time made it so much better.
4. Trying to smoke weed residue from a bong does not work.
5. Mother calling during make out sessions are a no no
6. Always keep track of your lighters.
With that being said...i'm gonna go do some hw..later bitches =) |
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| hm..okay lmfao |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|11:10 pm] |
 | You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls.
Marijuana | | 100% | Inhalents | | 88% | Cocaine | | 75% | Alcohol | | 75% | Mushrooms | | 69% | Ecstacy | | 63% | None! | | 50% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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 | You scored as Spirit. This shows that Spirit is the predominating force in your life. You are probably one of the most balanced individuals, fairly close to enlightenment. Go be a yogi or something!
Spirit | | 70% | Water | | 60% | Air | | 50% | Fire | | 50% | Earth | | 45% | </td>
Which of the Five Elements are you?
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| mind games fo real |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|09:27 pm] |
let me tell you how tonite was so gangster..emily? no words!
and tommarow i so fucking cant wait..its gona rock.. |
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| "Italian men are more erect"-FORTE |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | yellowcard | ] |
Just got back from a very interesting night indeed. First, Emily you are by far the most awesomest driver EVER you're fucking nuts on the road..I love it lol. Then dinner was so cute <3 just 7 of the girls and Forte chilling and talking about..umm Umberto and sausage and..Italian men being more erect lol..very fun nite =)
I got my skool ring, it looks so cute =) and I am done w. my hw now and i'm super happy. Then, Alex calls to tell me he is piercing his own ear. WTF ASS HOLE who does that? I mean I did, but I had my dad do it..I personally didn't do it. So I told him my dad would do it for him and he's like no..i'm like GRR jerk.
So then after school was very..odd, me and Raoul were in search of a lighter and being that the people that carry lighters are usually gone by 3:30..we failed to find one (it was like 4:00) but he's a real cool kid..and um thanx to Cass our Saturday plans must be moved to Friday>>lol don't worry bout it.
I deff think the next few days are going to be gangster..between tomm driving w. emily and then work and then the weekend...aw guys i'm so fucking phsyched.
OMG! I HAD MY VERY FIRST FLUFFERNUTTER TODAY!!!! I was scared to try it b/c it looked like someone ejaculated on it, and I seriously didn't know whose it was..but guys that was one of the things on the "Things to do before I die list" and now I got it out the way...holller!!
Okay..well this was a lame entry...sorry i'm pretty hyper dudes =) |
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